I recently had the opportunity to see Elvin Jones perform with his quintet
at a jazz club in St. Paul, Minnesota. It was a performance
that reaffirmed my belief in the essential beauty and goodness
of this world.
The night began inauspiciously. Elvin was scheduled to appear
at 9 pm. But it wasn't until 10:15 that the seventy-four year-old
drummer slowly walked onto the stage. I was shocked at how
tired and aged he looked. For some reason, until that moment
it had never occurred to me that legends get old.
I felt sad. I also felt guilty. I had brought along a fellow
drummer who was unfamiliar with Elvin's work. The cover charge
was a bit steep, and frankly, Elvin just didn't look capable
of performing at the level that I had promised. For me it
was no loss. I had been waiting for years to see the greatest
drummer of all time. But I was concerned for my friend, who
had to get up early to go work the next day.
My apprehension only grew when Elvin took the microphone
to introduce the band and the tunes they were going to play--entirely
forgetting the name of one of the songs. After the announcements,
he made his way behind his set (with a little assistance),
sat down, and began to play.
There are moments in life that burn into your consciousness.
Moments of such profound clarity that you truly--if briefly--understand
the fundamental nature of existence. A first kiss...the birth
of a child...a ray of light illuminating the sky in just the
perfect way. Elvin Jones lifting his sticks and laying them
into his drums will forever be one of those moments to me.
He started with a simple fill: just some pickup notes to
kick things off. The band began to play, and the music swelled.
Elvin's face beamed. He was ageless. Clusters of sounds floated
from his set. There was an eerie inner logic to what he played.
Tempos fluctuated, yet remained constant. Time signatures
became irrelevant, yet were always there. Lightness and weight,
circularity and linearity existed simultaneously. Toms alternately
thundered and whispered. Cymbals crashed and then sighed.
The band rode Elvin's wave, darting in and out of his rhythms,
first pointing in one direction, then quickly heading in another.
The music transcended notation; the musicians played in the
realm of raw emotion. I began to smile, then I looked around.
It was clear that everyone in the room including my friend,
was as enraptured as I was.
The next ninety minutes passed in seconds, but they will
remain with me forever. Elvin's artistry, passion, and genius
transcended all physical frailty. His consciousness poured
forth with beauty and courage. He welcomed a room of strangers
into his world and shared with them the core of his soul.
He created immediate and eternal intimacy, and all who were
present clearly responded to his call. At the show's end,
people stood and screamed. We had shared an epiphany. Time
stood still.
On September 11, 2001, time also stood still. For several
awful minutes, we were under attack. With the rest of the
world, we watched in horror as the Pentagon and the World
Trade Center were hit by hijacked airplanes full of innocent
citizens. In the aftermath of the tragedy, we all struggled
to make sense of the senseless, and to grasp the enormity
of the situation.
I watched the news coverage for days as the story unfolded.
And then, on the fourth day, I shut off the television, turned
on my stereo, and listened to Elvin Jones play drums. I listened
to John Coltrane's A Love Supreme. I listened to Ascension.
I listened to Larry Young's Unity, Sonny Rollins' A Night
at the Village Vanguard, and Sonny Sharrock's Ask the Ages.
My mind traveled back to that night in St. Paul.
I listened to as much Elvin as I could in the following days
and weeks. I had an insatiable need to hear the majesty of
drums made holy. I didn't listen to avoid the situation; there
was no possible way of doing that. I didn't listen out of
fear of the uncertainly, or with hatred or malice. I felt
none of that. Instead, I listened with sorrow and with pain.
I listened with love and awe at the beauty of which we are
capable. And ultimately, I listened for one simple reason:
If evil is represented by the act of destruction, then surely
the reverse must hold true. Good--indeed the greatest good--is
personified by the act of creation.
That is what music can and should do. The moment of creation--of
discovery--of inspiration that changes the ordinary into the
extraordinary--that's the essence of music played glowingly.
Elvin Jones turns drums and cymbals into thunder and lightning,
sheets of rain and glimmers of sun, the calm and the storm
coalesced into one. To do that in front of an audience is
an intimate act of love. There were no strangers in that club
in St. Paul. There existed no strife, no competition, and
no anger. There was only a community of musical believers,
honoring the sanctity of sound and the ministry of Elvin Jones.
As we begin to put our lives back together and re-establish
our daily routines, remember this: Music can transcend adversity
and help to make you whole again. Music can heal. It will
never replace our loss; nothing ever could. Embrace your
sorrow and let it wash over you. But when you're ready to
move on, turn towards the sacred sound.
I've listened to a lot more than just Elvin in the past
weeks. I've also listened to Bob Dylan, Fela Kuti, Miles Davis,
Charles Mingus, and Nusrat Fateh Ali Khan. I've cleansed myself
with Black Flag's Damaged and with The Velvet Underground
& Nico. I've listened to Monk's silence and to Cecil Taylor's
blocks of sound. And perhaps most importantly of all, I've
gotten together with friends, and I've played my drums. I
believe that this is what all of us can and must do.
Give blood absolutely. Give money if you can. Give of your
time and energy. But remember to give of your talents as well.
Musicians are the storytellers, the modern-day oral historians.
We have the ability to reframe the story, and to retell it
as our own.
I ask of you all: Go out and create that sacred sound. Pick
up your sticks, breathe, and play your drums. Generate that
intimacy, that freedom, and that community. That is your special
gift to the world. You have the power to heal.
Reprinted with the permission of Modern Drummer magazine.
Thank you.